tentang hati

assalammualaikum... ape kabo korang sume...

lame giler seyh aku x update blog aku ni.. 

line kat sini "laju gilew doe"...

hurm sem ni.. banyak perkara yg unexpected berlaku dlm hidup aku...

salah satu darinya... aku jatuh cinta...

sebenarnya.. aku takot nak bercinta lagi lepas banyk pengalamn yg pahit yg rase sebelom ni...

but entah mcm ne... pintu hati aku terbuka lagi... actually aku ni senang jatuh cinta... bodoh kan aku?? 

pada mulanya kami ad lah kawan.. hanya kawan di alam maya... tanpa melihat jelas di depan mata fizikal nya...

tapi aku just ikhlas nak berkawan.. but then selepas beberapa minggu kami makin rapat... aku selesa dgn dia n dia pon sama... lepas tu dia anggap yg aku ni kawan special dia... mcm2 berlaku dalm tempoh perkenalan kami... tp mcm biase... aku tau tu akan berlaku..

tp lepas lebih sebulan kami berkawan.. aku buat keputusan jumpe dia... 

yup.. aku jumpe dia.. 

mase tu birthday dia... memng aku berniat nak wish depan2 ngan dia.. dan aku tunaikan.. walaupon x de hadiah istimewa yg dpt aku bg.. cume ucapan ikhlas dr ht sebgai pengganti.. 

lepas tu.. aku makin syg kat dia.. serius aku cintakan dia... dan aku x nak kehilangan dia..

aku sakit kehilangan org yg aku syg. org yg aku cinta..

aku serik dgn kehilangan...

tp entah mcm mane aku brani amik risko tok bersama ngan dia...

sebb bile aku chat or bersama ngan dia.. aku dpt rasekan yg dia fhm persaan aku.. benar kata org.. cinta x perlukan alasan.. ape yg kite tahu.. kite just cinta dan sygkan dia..

dan sekrg... 2 bulan 15 hr kami bersama... dan aku masih sygkan.. tetap cintakan dia... dan aku x nak kehilangan dia... aku juga harap dia masih mcm tu.. sememangnya percintaan jarak jauh amat menyakitkan... sgt menguji kesbaran dan kejujuran... tp aku rela hadapi.. sebab sekali aku memberi hati selamanya tetp ia terpatri.. walaupon.. mungkin ia x kn kekal disisi..

kepada kamu yg mungkin membaca luahan tentang hati ini.. ketahuilah.. aku tetap seperti dulu.. masih setia menanti dan menuggu.. akan aku terus berpegang pada janji... kecuali aku pergi dulu menghadap Illahi..

U.... 

I syg U..

I cintakan U..

I x kisah org nak ckp ape..

I LOVE U..

*AZRAH*

di kampong....

assalammulaikum y'all..... ape kabo korg sume.. 

hopefully kowang sehat....

lame gak aku x update blog aku ni...

x sempat y'all... 

agak kebuzyan cuti ni....

driver lah katakan.. huhuhuh...

setahu aku skng ni kebanyakkan u tgh cuti sem....

ape yg korang buat kat umah ek???

mcm biase lah melepaskan rindu dekt family...

jumpe kawan2.... 

pergi jemputan kawen.... 

kawan kawen.. makcik kawen.. nenek sedara kawen.. ko gak yg x kawen2~~~ hahahahahah....

aku pon x tau lahkan.... time aku cuti mesti banyak kenduri kawen..

 dieorang memng nak buat sempena aku cuti sem kot hahahah......

so hasil dr kenduri-kenduri tersebut.. aku dpt rasakan yg berat bdn aku naik mendadak dr 45kg ke ***kg... hahahahahha... korang rase melapau x???

melampau giler kan???

x pelah.. nnt dekat uum aku kurang mkn balik.... huhuhhuhu..

pejam celik pejam celik dah pon nak dekat 2 minggu aku cuti sem.... 

so lebih kurang ade lagi 2 minggu je tggal.... 

kalo dekat uum sebulan aku rase mcm setahun.. tp kat umah.... 

 perghh... sekejap giler mase ni berlalu...

cuti sem kali ni rumate aku dr uum ikot aku balik sekali....

so x lah bosan sgt bile meber2 aku yg lain x de....

kalo x mati kutu gak aku sorang kat umah....

sebelum cuti.. ad gak bende yg aku nak buat tp x dpt nak buat..

sebb ada kekangan....

aku rase bersalah sgt dekat individu yg berkenaan.... 

tp memng aku dh ckp awal2 yg time cuti ni aku agak terikat sikit... 

but don't worry... I'm still the same....

x lame lagi result sem 3 nak kuar.. haisshhh.. 

cuak giler bile teringat keadaan mase amik exam hari tu.. 

mcm ne lah result aku nnt ekk.. 

hurmm. sem depan aku dgn rumate dh sepakat nak study dr awal sem..

 harap2 sgt perkara tu berlaku... hahahahhahaha....... 

k lah.. that all je yg aku rase nak tulis petang ni.... 

take care... 

lirik lagu kat blog aku.... with translation

잠들고 싶어 (In My Dream)

[규 현] 그녀가 돌아오네요 미안하다고 하네요

익숙했던 그리운 그 손길로 어루만져요

[성민] 날 보는 안쓰런 눈길, 듣고 싶던 그 목소리,

다정하게 이젠 울지 말라네요

[려욱] 널 내 품에 안으면 사라져 버리고

눈물이 흘러 베개를 적시면

난 그제야 잠에서 깨어요

아침은 늘 이렇게….My Love

[예성] 영원히 이대로 잠들길 바래도,

여전히 그녀로 깨어나도…

다시는 꿈꾸지 않기를 바래도,

오늘도 그녀로 나는 잠이 들 수가 있어

[동 해] 그녀가 웃고 있네요 너무나 오랜만이죠

그런 모습 그렇게 보고 싶던 나의 그녀죠

[성민] 그녀가 걷고 있어요 어떤 사람과 다정히

내 가슴은 무겁게 내리 눌려요

[예성] 또 난 꿈을 꾼 거죠 식은 땀 흐르고

아파서 기억 조차도 싫은 꿈

난 온종일 무엇도 못하고

시간을 보내겠죠 My love

[규현] 영원히 이대로 잠들길 바래도,

여전히 그녀로 깨어나도….

[려욱] 다시는 꿈꾸지 않기를 바래도,

오늘도 그녀로 나는 잠이 들 텐데

[예 성] 이제 흐려질 만도 한데 그녀는 점점 짙어가요

[규현] 어제 꿈에서처럼 오늘 내게 와요 이제는 혼자 잠들지 않게

[려 욱] 영원히 이대로 잠들길 바래도,

여전히 그녀로 깨어나도….

[예성] 다시는 꿈꾸지 않기를 바래도,

오늘도 그녀로 나는 잠이 들 텐데

[규현] 오늘 그댈 다시 볼 수만 있다면, 그럴 수 있다면, 돌아오면….

[동♥ 해] 한번만 네 곁에 잠들 수 있다면, 그럴 수 있다면…

[려욱] 그대로 깨지 않고 싶어

[예성] 잠이 들 수 있다면….

Jamdeulgo Shipuh (In My Dream)

[KYUHYUN] Geunyuhga doraoneyo mianhadago haneyo

She comes back She says she’s sorry

Iksookhaedduhn geuriwoon geu songillo uhroomanjyuhyo

The skilled hands that I missed caress my own

[SUNGMIN] Nal boneun ansseuruhn noongil, deudgo shipduhn geu moksori,

The apologetic eyes that look at me, the voice I want to hear

Dajunghage ijen woolji mallaneyo

Tenderly telling me not to cry

[RYEOWOOK] Nuhl nae poome aneumyuhn sarajyuh buhrigo

If I hold you in my arms, you disappear and

Noonmoori heulluh begaereul juhkshimyuhn

The tears flow and my pillow becomes wet

Nan geujeya jamesuh ggaeuhyo

At last I wake up from my sleep

Achimeun neul iruhke….My Love

Morning is always like this… My Love

[YESUNG] Yuhngwuhnhi idaero jamdeulgil baraedo

I hope I fall asleep forever like this,

Yuhjuhnhi geunyuhro ggaeuhnado…

I wake up with her presence still…

Dashineun kkoomkkoji anhkireul baraedo,

Although I hope I don’t dream again,

Oneuldo geunyuhro naneun jami deul sooga issuh

Today too it seems I fall asleep with her presence

[DONGHAE] Geunyuhga wooggo inneyo nuhmoona oraenmanijyo

She’s smiling It’s really been too long

Geuruhn moseup geuruhke bogo shipduhn naui geunyuhjyo

I’ve missed that expression, she’s my girl isn’t she?

[SUNGMIN] Geunyuhga guhdgo issuhyo uhdduhn saramgwa dajunghi

She’s walking away embracing another person

Nae gaseumeun mooguhpge naeri noollyuhyo

My chest feels like it’s being crushed under a heavy weight

[YESUNG] Ddo nan kkoomeul kkoon guhjyo shigeun ddam heureugo

I’m dreaming again, right? Cold sweat runs down me

Apasuh giuhk jochado shirheun kkoom

It hurts to dream of things I hate to even remember

Nan onjongil moouhtdo mothago

I can’t do anything all day long

Shiganeul bonaegejjyo My love

We’ll spend time together, right my Love?

[KYUHYUN] Yuhngwuhnhi idaero jamdeulgil baraedo,

I hope I fall asleep forever like this

Yuhjuhnhi geunyuhro ggaeuhnado…

I wake up with her presence still…

[RYEOWOOK] Dashineun kkoomkkoji anhkireul baraedo,

Although I hope I don’t dream again,

Oneuldo geunyuhro naneun jami deul tende

Today too, it seem I fall asleep with her presence

[YESUNG] Ije heuryuhjil mando hande geunyuhneun juhmjuhm jituhgayo

Everything is becoming cloudy but her image is getting stronger

[KYUHYUN] Uhje kkoomesuh chuhruhm oneul naege wayo ijeneun honja jamdeulji anhke

Like in yesterday’s dream, today she comes to me, Now I don’t sleep alone

[RYEOWOOK] Yuhngwuhnhi idaero jamdeulgi baraedo,

I hope I fall asleep forever like this

Yuhjuhnhi geunyuhro ggaeuhnado….

I wake up with her presence still…

[YESUNG] Dashineun kkoomkkoji anhkireul baraedo,

Althogh I hope I don’t dream again,

Oneuldo geunyuhro naneun jami deul tende

Today too, it seems I fall asleep with her presence

[KYUHYUN] Oneul geudael dashi bol sooman iddamyuhn, geuruhl soo iddamyuhn, doraomyuhn….

If I could only see you again today, If you come back again…

[DONG♥HAE] Hanbuhnman ne gyuhte jamdeul soo iddamyuhn, geuruhl soo iddamyuhn…

If you slept by my side just once more, if it happened once again

[RYEOWOOK] Geudaero ggaeji anhko shipuh

I wouldn’t want to wake up

[YESUNG] jami deul soo iddamyuhn….

If I could fall asleep…

 heve fun yaall~~~

hepy bezday roomate!!!!

asslammulaikum.... hye all!!!!!....

br jap tg aku ngan member aku sambut bezday roomate aku.... kiteowang wat simple jew... sebb last minit... nak balik dr C-Mart .... pergi kedai kek... dh alang2... beli skali... 

 mcm2 kiteorang plan nak kenekan roomate aku ni... tp x buat pon... 

hahahahah...sebb serabut sgt... last2 we decide just nak buat sweet surprise... 

sebenrye kan bezday dia tahun lepas!!! hahahahaha... 29 december... but mase tu x sempat nak buat pape...

so kite org sambut lah tahun ni..... @_@

 cantik x kek ni???? hahahahaha..... sweet seyh aku!!! APTB!!

umur dia 30 tahun!!! sebb tu ad 3 lilin~~~~~ hahahahah

 hepy bezdy roomate.. name dia MORNI.. 

sape nak kenal sila tinggalkan no hp kat komen k... hahahahaha...

bezday boy!!!! muke x boleh blah!! hahahaha

hahahaha... kantol bilik sepah!!!! haish bilik sape r ni!!!!!!

to my roomate.. hepy bezday to you... semoga hidup diberkati Allah.... panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezki... (ayat skema!!)..... dah nk periksa ni!! study jom!!

k lah... tu yg aku nak kongsikan mlm ni..... 3 hb ni dah exam... so mybe pasni kurang sikit bloging... sgt lah kan~~~~~~ hahahahaha.... 

p/s ; kepada sesiapa yg sambut bezday gak....... hepy bezday to you!!!